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Also known as yennechuaziyi♥ .
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Telling myself yet it doesn't work. Feeling that something is wrong yet i can't figure out what is wrong. Mixture of feelings invaded my heart, arrows of thoughts crossed and cut through my mind. Taking the positive side or negative? Listening to the right or wrong one? Afraid or Brave? Jealous or Desire? Never be afraid to find out the answer but you just don't reveal it to me. I really wish to know it before it's too late. Or am i too late? Time never awaits for people. Am i waiting for him even though my mind tells me not to? Clearly, in my mind i know, he isn't my type. But at the same moment i clearly know that there's something about him which captivates my heart.
World filled of mystery, love, hate, jealousy, desire, destination, future. Everything, everywhere. Perceived of what is happening to me but unknown to my deeply,confused thoughts rushing through my mind like the sky train. What should i do??? Lies and Deception awaits for me. Maybe i rely on him too much, maybe because he's someone like me. I've practically waited in vain today. Waiting for him... What a kind brother he is. :)
Joey Yung 容祖兒 - Zhe Jiushi Ai Ma 這就是愛嗎 __ /05 __ /2012 :)
12:53 AM
__ /05 __ /2012 :)
Time's changing, people change? Or should i say everything is changing around my world. No matter who it is or what it is, I'm having the intention of giving up. I'm not who i am previously. I cannot stand a single misperfection in my life. I want everything to be up to my expectation. No one can understand me can they?There's so many things bottled in my heart, my mind but yet i can't say it out. Not because i don't want but because i'm afraid of the future. Maybe there's why i hated everything that seems wrong to me but not others. What's wrong with me? Maybe that's what others ask me be it my friends or my family members. I don't know. Yet, i'm lost. Just like lost in a jungle, searching for food, water and shelter. However, everything seems to be just so difficult. I can't find the things i need. I can't find where am i wrong. I can't find the solutions to my mistakes. I really hate my life. I really hate myself. I hate myself for being so stupid. I promised myself to be strong and meet up to my expectations no matter what happens in my life. I won't let distraction distract me. I won't fail to meet my parents' expectation. I want to succeed in my life. I want to prove everyone wrong. It doesn't mean that i enter Chua Chu Kang Secondary school i won't be able to do well for my O levels. But if i want to prove, how do i? With my lousy results? It's only two more months before my O levels. It isn't alot of days. My Chinese standard can just compare with a pile of shit. Where did i go wrong during the process that i thought i had studied and tried very hard? Am i born to be a failure? Am i? Why can't i do something great. What should i do? Where did i go wrong? Please, i beg the gods. Tell me what's wrong with me. How must i amend myself to get and meet my expectations. How?
Maybe it's a misunderstanding, but how can i be of any help? Snappy and bad tempered. Having the same experience as me before. I do not know what to do. I've just found the solutions to my problems and i promised i would never think about his issue again. I promise i won't and i won't. Life is just like a maze isn't it? Getting lost in the maze is just like losing your soul when you encounter pressure and troubles. But sometimes in a maze, you'll meet some kind souls who will guide you out. There's many up and downs in my life, results? Yes, mainly. I'm really going to work double hard for my Chinese. I really want my parents to be proud of me. I'm already lagging behind slowly. I don't want to regret again. Twice is already very painful. Not the third time.
Good Luck yennechua.
Everlasting Frenship.
